worry morry lorry....horny??LOL!

Banyak benda sebenarnya yang dirisaukan.

• Kasut spike hilang. Aku rasa aku patut bertanggungjawab sebab tahun ni aku guru rumah sukan yang diamanahkan jaga kasut2 tu..tengok2 ada jugak hilang sepasang.Hairan betul aku dengan mentaliti budak2 sekolah ni..kasut spike pun nak tapau.
• PMR lagi 38 hari. Aku yang cemas..tahun ni aku pegang 3 kelas untuk subjek matematik. Harap2 sempat la nak boost students aku untuk jawab soalan matematik
• MY WEDDING! aduii..mungkin sebab kami belum tetapkan tarikh untuk nikah tu yang menyebabkan persediaan satu apa pun belum buat lagi. Semuanya di awang-awangan.Bukannya tak buat checklist...buat tu buat..tapi satu apapun tak boleh tick lagi. Kadang2 rasa tersepit dengan impian sendiri dengan keinginan orang tua yang inginkan perkahwinan terselit adat.Sebenarnya hati aku pun berbelah bagi..perkahwinan mengikut adat sebenarnya quite costly sedangkan perkahwinan ikut syariat Islam very simple n save cost.Ok...here is the comparison..Perkahwinan adat: Khatam Quran, Nikah,Malam berinai,majlis persandingan. Perkahwinan secara syariatnya: Nikah n majlis kenduri. However, being me who born n raised in the community rich with culture and respect the customs we had, I do want to have wedding that Islamic and have bisaya touch here n there.arrggh!stressed!
• Lagi satu perkara yang merisaukan adalah my life as wife.Mo stay di mana?am i ready to leave keningau?Will my application  to leave keningau be approved?? can i still keep in touch with my friends??can i be a good wife??can i wake up early to cook breakfast for my husband??obviously im sleepy head n lazy one @_@

Too many things to think n worry about. I dont want to think rite now but having said all that i want to wish happy merdeka day to all malaysian all around the world. As sabahan, im quite sad actually..merdeka is supposed to be counted start from 1963 because that was the year sabah sarawak n malaya unite and Malaysia formed. I dont desert malayan i dont hate west malaysian..my husband to be is west malaysian for the record.I think u will agree with me when i say no one like being left out. Malaysia still in my heart!

What i need

This is where i need man at most! When my car's Tyre punctured.That means i need to change the tyre.Sigh.Wish i have strength as man does. This month alone the car had give me such problem..weak battery twice or maybe it was the fault of the owner who idly start the engine for weeks. Sometimes being too independent makes me tired. I need a person to do things for me.I need an escapade..no not Raya..raya is not an escapade nowadays Raya for me as an adult..(yeah, refer to my number of age) is no longer fun as it was before..Raya is time to make sure Kuih is on table and get drinks prepared for guest that coming and not to mention a lot of washing dishes will go on during that day.Despite all that, I still looking forward this coming Syawal coz we will enter new house.InsyaAllah. but it never make man less needed.I need man or even better..Husband =) (forgive me, it was my age, hormone n biological clock made me write this, I am cool independent lady actually)