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susah nak tido at this hour.esok petang ada test tapi xda mud nak study...starting from last nite i purposely disconnect myself from the cyberworld...and to fanie...i am so sorry for ignoring your msg...yes i admit it...and i am sorry for not being there when u need me...

i know some rather ask whats the problem actually??...i dont know if i can give the answer without making u more confuse...i have something in mind and i thought its not worth it to waste ur time listening to me...call me psycho with split identity who always confuse with herself or whatever u want...well..i really need a friend rite now but then again i dont deserve it...

I know there will vary interpretation about this entry...i need to let this out of my mind..and writing is my best way of therapy...i try to live my life as normal as i could and im certain that without realising it time will show me which direction i should go...