What a great morning!...alhamdulillah! im so greatful today!! =D sebabnya??.....sebab masih hidup lagi....hehehehe.....well, it will always feels great when we could breath in fresh air, free from pollution while sounds of birds chirping very soothing and pleasant to the ears...u name it..tekukur, murai, raja udang (just guessing..ehehehe!) and never forget the crickets (ya...not in birds/aviant family...clevernya kamu =D) ....and u can still see the tiny dewdrops on leaves.....and please imagine morning fog too...eventhough its not that heavy macam yang di Ranau but it makes a little bit chilly here...all these came from Allah..thank you Allah......
U know what...while im writing this...tiba-tiba ada bunyi "SPLASSSHHH!!!!".... they are here!! jumping from tree to tree...gosh!.....no........no.......i wont let those monkeys spoil my mood on this lovely morning.....lets ignore them for seconds.heh!
So whats up this morning?? Apa cerita??...i know its sunday morning but since i came home...biarlah sunday morning ka...saturday morning ka...or monday ka...its doesnt make any big difference...maklumlah orang tanam anggur nih...berlainan dengan orang yang bekerja...sunday means rest....but for me, everyday is rest day...kekekekeke....oh,speaking of that..kesian kat si dia yang kena kerja juga arini...but he will doing fine...insyaAllah....and kepada si dia...sorry..i didnt go straight to bed tadi sebabnya terasa nak blogging lah pulak pagi nih....
Its already 5th Ramadhan....i still didnt have the chance to go to bazar...terperuk di rumah saja....and never failed to prepare juadah berbuka....huhu...of course la kan....dah tak pergi bazar maksudnya masak sendiri lah....dan semua makanan bukan dimasak oleh aku seorang-orang saja tapi atas kerjasama semua ahli keluarga. Seingat aku dah lama tak sambut ramadhan dengan family macam ni...kali terakhir masa zaman sekolah kot...sejak masuk matrik tahun 2005, dah jarang dapat bersahur dan sungkai dengan family....
Bab terawih pulak, alhamdulillah belum pernah lagi tinggal..untuk tahun ni lah....20 rakaat pulak tu...memang habis maximum la tuh....dulu buat sampai 16 ja....memang kena disiplin abis kalau nak habiskan 20 rakaat tapi sebenarnya kena muhasabah balik diri ni...kita solat terawih, mengaji sebab apa...sebab ikut-ikutan saja? faham tak apa yang kita buat ni? bila faham...redha....baru rasa keikhlasan nak buat amalan2 sunat....
I have my own goal for this ramadhan...antaranya ialah mengikis sifat terlalu cepat marah dalam diri ni...it never brought anything better for me but worse....i was hurt and it hurts other people too...especially yang tinggal dengan aku ni ha....gosh....macam out of rational sudah.....sometimes i was so overreact...cant help it...wish i could flush that attitude away from me...from my soul....hope that in future my face will always be like this =) instead of =|
To be shared with u, there has been something that i feel from the 1st ramadhan....i dont know....is it what we called 'calmness' or 'emptyness'?.....sometimes i was so sure and sometimes i wonder...is everything has been in its own place?....should i keep fighting or should i stop and lets see where this life is taking me to?....it may sound like pasrah but sometimes we need to be like that...wait and see..and the time will come....depends on what we're looking for.....
Aduhai....kenapa sad ending thing.....ingat goal =) =) =) hahahaha......jangan sampai aku lukis senyuman badut kat muka ni dah laaaaaaa....kwang3.......
Oklah...guess i should continue enjoy this morning dengan berlayar ke dreamland...........huuuuuuuuuuuuu.......................
Happy blogging people! and fasting too! =)
U know what...while im writing this...tiba-tiba ada bunyi "SPLASSSHHH!!!!".... they are here!! jumping from tree to tree...gosh!.....no........no.......i wont let those monkeys spoil my mood on this lovely morning.....lets ignore them for seconds.heh!
So whats up this morning?? Apa cerita??...i know its sunday morning but since i came home...biarlah sunday morning ka...saturday morning ka...or monday ka...its doesnt make any big difference...maklumlah orang tanam anggur nih...berlainan dengan orang yang bekerja...sunday means rest....but for me, everyday is rest day...kekekekeke....oh,speaking of that..kesian kat si dia yang kena kerja juga arini...but he will doing fine...insyaAllah....and kepada si dia...sorry..i didnt go straight to bed tadi sebabnya terasa nak blogging lah pulak pagi nih....
Its already 5th Ramadhan....i still didnt have the chance to go to bazar...terperuk di rumah saja....and never failed to prepare juadah berbuka....huhu...of course la kan....dah tak pergi bazar maksudnya masak sendiri lah....dan semua makanan bukan dimasak oleh aku seorang-orang saja tapi atas kerjasama semua ahli keluarga. Seingat aku dah lama tak sambut ramadhan dengan family macam ni...kali terakhir masa zaman sekolah kot...sejak masuk matrik tahun 2005, dah jarang dapat bersahur dan sungkai dengan family....
Bab terawih pulak, alhamdulillah belum pernah lagi tinggal..untuk tahun ni lah....20 rakaat pulak tu...memang habis maximum la tuh....dulu buat sampai 16 ja....memang kena disiplin abis kalau nak habiskan 20 rakaat tapi sebenarnya kena muhasabah balik diri ni...kita solat terawih, mengaji sebab apa...sebab ikut-ikutan saja? faham tak apa yang kita buat ni? bila faham...redha....baru rasa keikhlasan nak buat amalan2 sunat....
I have my own goal for this ramadhan...antaranya ialah mengikis sifat terlalu cepat marah dalam diri ni...it never brought anything better for me but worse....i was hurt and it hurts other people too...especially yang tinggal dengan aku ni ha....gosh....macam out of rational sudah.....sometimes i was so overreact...cant help it...wish i could flush that attitude away from me...from my soul....hope that in future my face will always be like this =) instead of =|
To be shared with u, there has been something that i feel from the 1st ramadhan....i dont know....is it what we called 'calmness' or 'emptyness'?.....sometimes i was so sure and sometimes i wonder...is everything has been in its own place?....should i keep fighting or should i stop and lets see where this life is taking me to?....it may sound like pasrah but sometimes we need to be like that...wait and see..and the time will come....depends on what we're looking for.....
Aduhai....kenapa sad ending thing.....ingat goal =) =) =) hahahaha......jangan sampai aku lukis senyuman badut kat muka ni dah laaaaaaa....kwang3.......
Oklah...guess i should continue enjoy this morning dengan berlayar ke dreamland...........huuuuuuuuuuuuu.......................
Happy blogging people! and fasting too! =)
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salam ramadhan akak neesajun ittewww..
hasni: mesti la best mek....tapi hidup jadi perantau pun best bah jugak...kan???
en_me: selamat berpuasa....hehehe...datang lagi...