i want to write something..

i want to write something...well actually many things in my head rite now..they keep running in circle..my friend used to say.. "you n i are thinkers and observer..thats why we realised about this(we discussed about pre judgemental issue)..."

note that...THINKERS...that might make us look smart but for real not really...but i can agree with 1 point..I like to think..to give a thought over something...but is it valuable to think of is another story...sometimes to much of thinking is not good for ur health....

Well what i wanna share here are my interests while searching about islam...

1. watch videos of confession of a revert muslims...any kind of it..this makes me a big fan of Yusuf Estes, Brother Baba Ali(ummahfilms), JibreelK(Islam Dunk)...because most of them see Islam differently from born-muslim...in a good way of course..and next great thing is they preach Islam...alhamdulillah...

2. watch the debate of comparison of religion...

3.watch/read stories about other muslims around the world...sense of brother n sisterhood grows in me...subhanallah Islam is beyond region, continental, race and skin colours.....

4. watch any islam related videos..anything that says about the beautiful of islam...

5.sometimes i read books...

6.attend ceramah..well it was long time ago since i attend intellectual talk about islam, Quran during my study in UPSI.

and the list goes on....

soon i realise....i have no real approach towards my own religion in reality......i still feel like im alone in this journey....i have no friends...no guidance...and thats really make me upset.......................thats why there is always a time i want to be damn good n perfect...but the next minute..i give up and thought that its better to stay like this.....at this point all i can say..i dont know what i want!

to be continue...